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[21 Mar 2004|12:13pm] |
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wow.. nearly a month since I updated.. do you think I should update again?
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[28 Feb 2004|04:27pm] |
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I got my hair done all perty.. teehee. My friend has her quinsieta today.. I'm so excited. We got this 50% off card if I went in to Visible Changes to get my hair done or whatever.. so I'm like.. hey.. hell yeah.. we can get me and updo for the partay! And so we did. And we walked in through Foley's and saw the dress aisle, I was gonna wear one of Ash's.. but we had to stop and look, and we found this gorgeous blue one on the 75% off rack, and it was marked down to 50.. so I tried it on and we fell in love with it. So we went up to check it out, and she's like.. ok.. your total is 27.60!!!!!!!!! And then we went to Afterthoughts to get me some earings, and it was buy one get another half off.. so we got two pairs! teehee.. it was an awesome day. We spent under 100 dollars on me! I'm so excited, I can't wait! Now I'm just waiting to get changed. Ash is coming over soon to bring me shoes to the dress I was gonna wear.. but since I'm not wearing it any more maybe she'll do my makeup.. teehee. Oh yeah and Monday is our choir concert.. I can't wait for that it's gonna be so much fun. And then during Spring Break.. I'm going to New York with the choir. That's gonna be a hell of a lot of fun too. I need to buy everyone gifts! teehee
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[14 Feb 2004|02:27pm] |
We put the lime in the diet coke and na na na na na we put the lime in the diet coke and somethin somethin somethin
I wish I knew the real words.. lol.. all I understood was
We put the lime in the diet coke and.........
yup.. that's it.. lol
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[10 Feb 2004|08:15pm] |
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Sunday is the 15th.. which will be mine and Brandon's one month anniversary.. not a very big deal.. but.. umm.. I kinda needed to update.. lol.. so yup.. that's it..
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[08 Feb 2004|10:09pm] |
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oh yeah.. I got invited to the prom Friday.. teehee. The only thing is... Brandon wants to do a duct tape theme.. so he's gonna wear a duct tape tux and I'm gonna wear a duct tape dress.. but we have to get my mom to agree to it.. which she might give in.. but it's hard to say at this point... anyways... it's May 8 so we've got some time to work on her.. but yeah... I guess that's it......... adios muchachos
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[03 Feb 2004|09:47pm] |
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Brandon is my children's step dad.. hehe.. we decided that today
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[01 Feb 2004|10:30pm] |
rebelXES (10:21:54 PM): I always wanted a kiss in the rain
No Emotion 33 (10:22:00 PM): and we did
No Emotion 33 (10:22:05 PM): and we will again
rebelXES (10:22:18 PM): remember when I told you that you made my dream come true?
No Emotion 33 (10:22:28 PM): yeah
rebelXES (10:22:36 PM): and I wouldn't tell you what it was.. but maybe that I'd tell you some day?
No Emotion 33 (10:22:42 PM): yeah
rebelXES (10:22:48 PM): I always wanted a kiss in the rain
No Emotion 33 (10:22:55 PM): :-D
No Emotion 33 (10:23:28 PM): when we are old and wrinklely, ill make you go outside with me in the rain so we can kiss
rebelXES (10:23:35 PM): lol
No Emotion 33 (10:23:43 PM): even if we have dentures and stuff
rebelXES (10:24:12 PM): lol
rebelXES (10:24:24 PM): that's a long time
No Emotion 33 (10:24:30 PM): i know
rebelXES (10:24:42 PM): do you plan on it?
No Emotion 33 (10:24:50 PM): yeah
rebelXES (10:25:06 PM): :-)
No Emotion 33 (10:25:07 PM): thats my dream
rebelXES (10:25:27 PM): to what?
No Emotion 33 (10:25:30 PM): when im 80 and were in wheel chairs, i wanna look over and still see you
rebelXES (10:25:47 PM): you will
No Emotion 33 (10:25:59 PM): u promise
rebelXES (10:26:09 PM): I pinky promise
No Emotion 33 (10:26:13 PM): :-D
rebelXES (10:27:10 PM): even if I'm old and fat and grey and have no more teeth and have to have big old glasses and can't really see at all or anything?
No Emotion 33 (10:27:29 PM): i still love you with all my heart
rebelXES (10:27:49 PM): will you still hold my hand?
No Emotion 33 (10:28:00 PM): yeah
No Emotion 33 (10:28:05 PM): and ill still tickle you
No Emotion 33 (10:28:08 PM): lol
rebelXES (10:28:09 PM): lol
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[01 Feb 2004|09:33pm] |
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So I was at Brandon's house and he has this 3 year old little brother, Brad, and I was playing with him and when he left the room I layed down on Brandon's bed and told him I want kids. And then Brad came back in and I'd play with him more and he'd leave and I'd flop down on the bed and whine and Brandon would be like.. I know Babe.. I know.. but you have to wait.. promise me you'll wait.. and I wouldn't say anything and he'd be like.. they're too expensive.. just wait.. come on.. and I still wouldn't wait.. and he's like.. we can have----- you can have some when you're older.. but not right now. And then Brad would keep coming back and keep leaving and I'd keep flopping down on the bed and whining and Brandon would keep consoling me. Then one time I was like... can we have kids? And he's like..... us? And I was like.. yeah.. can we? And he said yes.. but you have to promise me you'll wait.. and I said ok. And he gave me his pinky and said pinky promise? And I said.. if you promise it's with you.. I'll wait.. and he's like.. it'll be with me.. and then he smiled and kissed me. Then he asked me how many I want and I said a bunch and he said.. three? and I shook my head.. two? shook my head.. how many? a bunch! and he said four? and I said.. does that include the adopted one or not? and he said he doesn't know.. {about the adopted one.. we had a talk a long time ago about how he would adopt at least one child just because they need homes and stuff like that and I agreed with him on that idea} So we're having three-five children.. it depends.. hehe. I do love him though............ a lotses :-D :-P
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[31 Jan 2004|11:57pm] |
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I'm so much in love with him
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[28 Jan 2004|09:05pm] |
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My parents just scared the piss out of me.. lol. So I got home from Brandon's... and they took me into their room and closed the door and had upset looks on their faces and then they pulled out my progress report.. and he's like.. what do you have to say about this? and I'm like... well.. last I checked I was passing everything.. and my dad's like.. that's not what I'm referring to, and he handed it to me and I looked and I'm like... I don't see anything wrong.. what's the matter? and they started laughing and said nothing, that it's great. :( they scared me. it's the first time they've ever been pretty happy with me too, so I'm like.. on my little cloud over here.. lol.. hehe. Yeah.. it's been a good day.
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[25 Jan 2004|01:13pm] |
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So I went to Brandon's house yesterday. We were in his room on his bed like.. making out and stuff.. and he'd just keep looking up at me and stuff. Well every time he did that I'd start smiling real big and then start laughing. He just kept asking what and I kept saying that his eyes were dialated and he didn't understand why that would be funny, so he kept asking what again and I kept saying nothing, you'll be scared, Robbie told me something is all. And he's like.. well.. what did he tell you? And I wouldn't tell him.. and finally I did when like.. we had the blanket pulled over us so he couldn't see my face. "Your eyes are supposed to dialate when you look at the person you love." And he didn't he stop moving or breathing or anything.. he's just like.. then I'm not lying. And then he kissed my neck and he looked at me and unpulled the cover so there was light and looked at my eyes and they were dialated too.. and then he said "I love you" and I said "I love you too" and after that he kept saying it all night, like he couldn't get enough of it, and I couldn't get enough of hearing it.. or saying it back. It was a good day yesterday. :-D
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[22 Jan 2004|11:26pm] |
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lol I just fucking won $52 on scratch off tickets! BOO YA BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! It's a good birthday! hehe
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[22 Jan 2004|10:30pm] |
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Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.. it's my birthday. Sweet 16! Nice surprise party.. hehe. Yup.. I got in a cake fight with Michelle and it's like.. all in my hair still.. it was all over my face too.. but we managed to get that off. Yup.. it was great. So much fun. We should do it again some time. hehe!
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[16 Jan 2004|06:57am] |
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I have a boyfriend.
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[15 Jan 2004|10:17pm] |
I kissed Brandon.
Can someone make my head stop spinning?
My heart already stopped.
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[14 Jan 2004|07:25pm] |
So yeah.. I definately like Brandon more. So... the 12th him and Chelsea came over and he brought my guitar and it was free!!! Then.. yeah.. he left and I got online after Chelsea left and we started talking about relationships.. and he's just like.. this is kind of hard for me to say... but I'm starting to like you. And then I told him that I was starting to like him too.. and then later we both admitted that we've liked each other for a while.. lol. Then yeah.. him and Chelsea came over the next day{yesterday} and I stole his jacket.. and didn't give it back until after school today. Yeah.. he calls it our jacket now.. lol. Yeah.. the guitar's name is Bell and appararently it's our child now.. lol. We're not going out I don't think... and I'm not really sure if we're gonna........ hmm.. :-/ But anyways.. yeah.. so uh.. yeah.. hehe... he winks at me.. lol.. it makes me feel special. :-D
rebelXES (7:26:05 PM): Do I make you smile?
No Emotion 33 (7:26:12 PM): yeah
No Emotion 33 (7:26:17 PM): :-D
rebelXES (7:26:24 PM): Do I make you laugh>
No Emotion 33 (7:26:28 PM): yeah
rebelXES (7:26:33 PM): hehe yay
rebelXES (7:26:34 PM): lol
No Emotion 33 (7:26:42 PM): but u dont make me sleep
No Emotion 33 (7:26:44 PM): lol
^^^^hehe
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[09 Jan 2004|11:47pm] |
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So I just hung out at Randall's house with him and Michelle and Brandon and Anthony and Duke.. it was great. Randall was just as cute as ever... but I had a hard time trying to get Brandon out of my mind.. no matter how many times I looked at Randall.. I got sidetracked to Brandon... hehe...
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[07 Jan 2004|10:32pm] |
So I wrote a song.. and everyone seems to think it's pretty good. Well yeah.. Brandon's gonna help me tab it and make it sound all pretty and everything.. hehe :-D {my idea.. lol.. smooth, eh? alright.. maybe not.. lol} I don't know what to think of him at all.. lol.......... arg! It's like.. frustrating.. but it's not.. lol.. I don't even know anymore.. he's prolly worse than me.. lol.. such a tease. *le sigh* Oh yeah.. Randall said this to me.. lol.. what does it mean?
Randall (6:16:38 PM): he couldnt even look at you at lunch
me (6:16:50 PM): when were people looking at me?
Randall (6:16:55 PM): lol
Randall (6:17:04 PM): every1 always stares!
Randall (6:17:30 PM): baby turn around and let me see that sexy body goin bump bump bump
I haven't quite got him completely off my mind yet.. lol.. hehe.
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[06 Jan 2004|09:31pm] |
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well crap.. I guess I'm in a little bit of trouble. The more I talk to Brandon.. the more I really seem to like him.. and the more I really seem to like him.. the more I keep forgetting about Randall. *le sigh* I'm so confused. All I know is just that I'm really starting to like Brandon.. but I could prolly never have him anyway. But yeah.. Randall.. still like him.. still love to hang out with him and be "best buddies" lol.. but..... god damn.. Brandon. We have so much in common... we're taking turns asking questions to get to know each other more.. and wow.. we like.. match.. lol. We're both going into the Air Force and not quitting until we're at least Colonels.. and maybe not even at that.. same movies.. both play bass.. just.. lots of things.. it makes me feel all happy inside.. lol. But yeah.. I guess I'm just in a confusing place right now.. but if I really do like Brandon.. I mean.. he's a senior.. this is his last semester.. if I don't wanna find out.. I might never have this opportunity again.:( and that's what just kinda scares me. But I guess.. if it was like.. meant that we should get together.. we'd meet up again.. right?
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[04 Jan 2004|12:41pm] |
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soooo.. come to find out I made a big mistake about telling Randall about my past and now... Brandon and Anthony and god knows who else knows.
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